Tuesday, September 1, 2009

Easy there tiger...

This blog is about documenting the process of bringing the beautiful mess back into the light. This is about untangling the thoughts that have oppressed me/the feminine for millennium. This is an ignition of sorts. A digital exposure...Exposing myself to cyber space, a metaphor for the ethers. 

I am not appalled nor enthralled about the way Reality is...it changes and shifts depending upon the level of consciousness of the observer...

On beautiful days when I am loving myself seamlessly, I can get lost in something sparkly (tracking the shine) while time is exposed as the imposture it is, on those loving days if I breathe just right, and move like a cobra (teetering) I can coax open a rabbit hole in the atmosphere (I haven't followed them yet, I get too nervous). 

On hard days when the resistance is strong and all that longs to live within me has its center stage, I feel like I am in a neurological straight jacket, and the mind rages like Medusa's slithering snakes...because it blames the oppression "on something out there"...instead of seeing it as a contrasting tool, to create a different reality. 

To create through inspiration, rather than by default.