Thursday, November 19, 2009

MU

Unrestrained Bliss Encounters a Raucous Ride in The Lost (yet Luscious) Land Of MU..... Its all for U!!!

Tuesday, November 10, 2009

Post Bloom...

Now and here, present, the unique bloom that comes from all the ranting and resisting and rebelling... Its here in the heart as a vibration, a particular pitch, a sirens call that sends a silent and resilient sonar. 
I can hear the call again, clearly, and see where blame has chiseled a case, stormed judgment and self loathing, appointed evidence and effort as witnesses, and condemned creation to the podium...
From this realization, from the expression of anger, through consciously and compassionately seeing it while it moves through me... there is an energetic bloom that is born, and for this I am grateful. 
This bloom is a color, I've not been exposed to, its a texture that a jelly fish would think slippery, soft, and vital... its a vibrational entity all of it own....and it asks me to go slower, stop more, be silent, and slip off alone away from the raucous human party and paint a picture about Mu and the way the trees (in that land) have pin feathers and literally (for literal purposes) bleed ultra-violet streams of continual consciousness....

Sunday, November 8, 2009

Tormented Torrents

I am sick of the saccharin love. So sick of the sickness. Sick of grammar and war.  These limits, the livid local...the barbed wire leaves. So sick of the hatred, the genetic manipulators, the time keepers proclaim.....Procreation? In hell? Fuck it. So sick of having to make some sort of sense, a semblance of sanity in such this asylum, sold as an asset.
Sick of the seeking and the preaching...of trying to contain the mystical moon in a shallow and ego-ick sloppy saloon. 

Sick of lying to the sly and conscious slope of my own spine. 

This rage will transmute its fury into the passion that creates and combusts worlds. I am not confused about the vibrational source and power of one tiny tendril of a thought. And, I won't lie about the oppression and I will not pretend that Misogyny is not our leading mascot.

Lemuria is rising. These dusty wings have sipped the storm of infinity.

The codes that flipped the hour glass so long ago are rising, to be re configured into this stream of consciousness I am ... She is running on empty and has 3,021 wounds in her heart that need self healing... Grace wants absolute respect, for these limbs have been torn, tattered and terrorized by my own solution of separation.

BUST!!!

The torture I may create for myself, is a conscious consequence. I need self-respect and honor for the shadow splice and allowance for the dark corridors that will open to the mind bending meadow of Dignity...

I'll learn (for this I am sure) and love will always have her way with me. 

She will always triumph and the mind (this mirror maze) will forever burn in the fire of her True Blood... creating T-Cells as she goes, within, to the marrow of her making.

It is my turn, and I walk softly on the heels of my own shadow, knowing my name, blazing force, single, violet flame...

I am writing the story, and holding the heart of glory as she gushes with Gods SPEED.
Its tricky to Tenderize Me....

Allah

You could 
have
lingered longer
@ the spot
that had no
white wash
wisdom

But instead
you
ran with red 
to secure

your

way to god...


Tuesday, October 27, 2009

Untitled Thread

EVEN with an intention of bringing the mirror mess back into the lucid and luminous light, I still yearned for this spillage to be perfect (hence, no posts)...However, since the sudden passing of my beloved biological father (this life time)...on the 1st of this month, I've no time for even the thought of putrefied perfect, rather this is: a rubber meets the road kind of catharsis. 

Catalytic catharsis. 
Contagious catharsis.

All I can hear is: One. Thread. At. A. Time. Love.
And.... Why. Don't. You. Post. More. Posts. Love. 

Because, Dear Cacophony... and Central Splicing Station... 

I. Still. Can't. Tell. The. Difference. From. Perceptual. Lies... Cultural. Bias... Patriarchal Propaganda... And The. Supposed. Freedom. Of. Expression.

Tuesday, September 1, 2009

Easy there tiger...

This blog is about documenting the process of bringing the beautiful mess back into the light. This is about untangling the thoughts that have oppressed me/the feminine for millennium. This is an ignition of sorts. A digital exposure...Exposing myself to cyber space, a metaphor for the ethers. 

I am not appalled nor enthralled about the way Reality is...it changes and shifts depending upon the level of consciousness of the observer...

On beautiful days when I am loving myself seamlessly, I can get lost in something sparkly (tracking the shine) while time is exposed as the imposture it is, on those loving days if I breathe just right, and move like a cobra (teetering) I can coax open a rabbit hole in the atmosphere (I haven't followed them yet, I get too nervous). 

On hard days when the resistance is strong and all that longs to live within me has its center stage, I feel like I am in a neurological straight jacket, and the mind rages like Medusa's slithering snakes...because it blames the oppression "on something out there"...instead of seeing it as a contrasting tool, to create a different reality. 

To create through inspiration, rather than by default.


Wednesday, June 24, 2009

Bliss; Unrestrained

There is no longer any new information circulating on the Earth Plane. It is now about decisive action synthesized with an unwaivering certainty that Source will follow through and support movement derived from True and Authentic Bliss broadcasted from the clear and focused inspired ignition of the human heart. This is the honor of humanity, this being the truth of a human being...
We are beginning to be balanced between Heaven and Earth... This is the Axis point that the vehicle of the body must bridge for our upcoming ascension. The body must be brought into alignment for this activation to occur. Following our bliss is part of the preparation process...

Unrestrained Bliss...

Creating new avenues for Reality to show up is a job that is not only necessary, it is a privledge and an honor to be employed in this way...

I have become a free agent for the Divine...

Spirit must be allowed to come into form in more Earthly Ways. 

Wherever my attention is, is where and how I am being used...

Tuesday, June 23, 2009

Life Centered Priciples Make a Come Back from Egoic Exile....